Existance PT 1

[ugly]

From what i could graspe, this is what it is

Humans, a duplicating mammal enduring great lengths & time
great strength, in-twined with metal and thoughts of false
judgment can be effective, reality isnt always intended
when created, anthropoids and closest to them, mammalian
existed only with verbal expression, thought expression..
which inevitabley provided acts of instinct, opinion, judgment
the ability of decision, estimate, conclusion, confusion

(nothing is eternal, not even beggining)

There are plenty of galaxies, many tragedies in each
(Inside each atmospheres, we exist disembodied from origin)
we circulate, from ceasing to exist, to seeing what life is
{death is monotonous as is life, each is reverie, lost memory)
the knowledge of all forms of life is vague, if not made
(ones self perception, can feel another with the "thought")
frightened of the inclination of your globe, we're prone to the unknown
(if written like an pharmacopoeia book, self is non-purpose)
intelligence is dependent on another organism, we search and find it
{if met with challenge, fear, disobedience, un-certainty, rage, reality}
it is program, instinct, emotion, and nature which is used for our defence
(without cause there would be nothing in a sence, but something still thrives)
based upon imagination, inspiration, determination, evolution, extinction
(Our blueprint for existence is obvious, alone and dying without audience)
if not culture, religion, heritage, myth, or another existence, who provided this
(but once existence is given opportunity, design and renaissance emerges)
the outcome of when two existences meet, are either embrasement or grief
(the collision of different forms of existance can be odious, severe & repugnant)
when met, existence first decision is to re-act, with either hate or welcome
(when the decision is influenced, the bond of the two will not be eternal)
One action after another, their worth of living will pass and abandon self
(either by a sence of demoralisation to the other, or self-infliction)
The two existance will end regardless if the other is present
Then, like flipping to the next chapter, the disembodied gain Life
In a endless circle of the Pain and Happiness which existence made


I myself find it hard to believe the length of existence

like who lived on the moon, who lives on the other

billions of planets, it will drive you insane & mad

but I cant bare to exist in any state or any origin

I feel obligated to live

I do not want to be existence, but I cant leave