a reality check with in

[~Symbolikull~]

be steady, stay ready, in the use of your intelligence,
ignore the bad take in the good to destroy the irrelevant,
vigilance, vindictiveness, vague to vane, all emotions,
but its pride, honor, loyalty w/e it is its called devotion,
n when ur to weak to stand, take in a deep breath,
relax, collect ur thoughts, cuz u jus walkin un ain even leaped yet,
so get up, toughen up, shits not bad enough to give up,
but why does shit happen, i wish i knew but it jus does,
live for the day tho, no regrets my angel u'll get that halo,
for bein willin & able to lay it all out on the table,
bettin it all, goin for gold when the odds are against u,
tryin to make sense thru my trials but i wanna let loose,
no jus hold ur composer, be a rock now its a bull dozer,
fuck i cant win, ima soldier, ima fight wit heart until its over,
tryin to remain conscience of the past, bout the time passed,
im passed it let it go, no, yes, what to do my minds trashed,
so many questions to ask, so many questions, & no answers?
no one ever answers, even when they took my g-ma wit cancer,
so im like screw religion, from now on its me and my mission,
listen to me i listen well so why not ride for me what am i missin?
i think nothin, i need no one, i got my wall up and its solid,
to be honest, my thought is ive gain enough knowledge,
to make it, i love bein alone, no i dont i hate it, let it be known?
no keep it within, til i break, snap, never should of left it alone,
another mistake, more wisdom? from experiences i never wanted,
the ghost of my pass always comes back, forever hauntin,
my soul or my morals, the breeze blows there goes my values,
so i ask u, why its written in stone & inscribed " i'll shall lose "

[Ambiguous Realm]

topic was koo, rhymescheme was on n off but overall decent, consistent with the story telling, a little deeper than the ur other pieces i seen, but overall it was straight