This Can't Be Life......

[QwarterZ]

Any moment ya boy could flip out on customers
not know where he is it's not what he's accustomed ta
fan's rushin' ya nah homey I ain't got no one
try to let me people know me, came off so dumb
it's like they don't understand and well..they don't
all they know is the hell...that they know
so I continue on, with no direct mission
failure I know I gotta accept what comes with it
how do you let someone know the problems at home
and those same problems is a problem u can't let go
tryna push past your limits when your limits is less
so many you's in mind, you try to make them images connect
you think your different but in reality your not
you think you could make every girl love you, stop...
it's just what you see and try to make fit you
pick up a pencil jot down that moment and if it's true...
it still won't be, that's how it is, how it always will be
I know someone gotta feel me, but they never real...see
I've been stuck by myself so long it's just me
no one will ever trust me, no one will ever love me
I could try to push past the pain, laugh again
paint the picture that's always trapped in frames
man...it's pain, it's all I could ever express now
I'm too stressed out, too long I've been left out
I'm not Mr. Popular, I'm just some guy no one understands
ordinary, can I really just become that man?
yes, it's destiny and my plans been laid out
I can't stay around, I can't leave I gotta stay down
I gotta stay trapped, I'll never know what life is
but it can't be this, it can't be life it can't be like this....