Just So Everyone Knows

[Omega Bill]

One of my earlier poems when I was still trying to find what was a comfortable writing style, what I liked writing about, what worked what didn't. Remember, this is one of the earlier ones, haha.

I claw at my skin ripping flesh from bone
I rip out my hair knowing this is not home
All thats left is muscle and tissue
I cant stand thinking about you
All I do is miss you
I throw myslef into the mud
My eyes are like pools of blood
My features could tell a story
Weither it be happy or gory
Do you really think you can help me
Open your damn eyes and maybe you could see
You blame me for everything thats wrong
My love for everyone is gone
My heart has turned to ice
My emotions have been spliced
My insides are turning black
Ive went this far
Theres no turning back
I am finally dead
Put me 6ft under
I can know longer see the rage
Or feel the thunder
My eyes are sewn shut
My lips are finally closed
But I can still say I love you
Just so everyone knows